Crushing hard and losing it

It is soo difficult.... The guy of your dreams is just infront of you, but you cant do anything about it because you know there is no future with him.

So kaaze is a guy at my workplace. He is smart, cute and fun to be with. Most importantly he is a person with whom I can talk about anything for hours. Yeah, I am talkative but its soo easy to talk to him.

I have fallen for wrong guys before, but I always knew they could not be more than a crush. However, with kaaze its different. I like him, but I don't want to jeopardize our friendship by asking him to commit to me. I am not in love with him, but he is soo irresistible !!!

Had it been a parallel universe, who knows we would have been a couple. But this is reality, and reality says "girl get a grip. Don't lose hope. Your knight in shining armor is probably lost. He will come to you...soon "

Office office

Its been almost a year since I started earning. Life is now the same ridiculous cycle -get up, go to job and sleep.

However Ericsson is more fun than I thought it would be.

First of all, I have night shifts (from 5pm to 2am ). The only good thing about night shifts is that you can earn extra... upto rs 450 per day. :D and thanks to my night shift money, I get to save money for the trips I plan :D

And this year its going to be Singapore and Malaysia !!!!

That too without adults !! It'll be a friends trip. All youngsters chilling out and having fun. Can't wait !!!!