Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Confusions unlimited


Being a regular 4th year engineering student, I'm at that stage of life when I have to decide what next ! There are so many options but so far nothing stands out. Hence confusion has overwhelmed me.
I feel as if the mundane flow of life is compelling me to choose the same course of action that many have followed and will follow in years to come.

It all comes down to these three choices (atleast mine are those):

 1. Take a break. (and Society will declare that the girl is ready to get married  :|  )
 2. Do a Job. (a warning signal for Dad that says "I need money"  \m/ )
 3. Further studies (meaning that I am just postponing the present confusion just to deal with it later :S )



If I take a sabbatical to "rediscover myself" , my Dad will probably freak out and will start looking for prospective grooms for his DARLING daughter. And trust me I'm in no mood to get married so soon. I'll most probably end up divorcing the poor guy for reasons like "why should I cook for you?" or "I dont want to live with my in-laws" :D
If I go for placements, I'll end up working for some IT firm that will make me slog like a donkey and pay me minimum wages :| And then most probably I'll end up asking Dad for "financial assistance" :P
If I go for further studies, I'll probably end up in some random MBA college and shall curse myself for not joining a company after my graduation ! I shall then wonder how would life be had I taken up a job. And yeah, I'll be facing the same confusion all over again after my post graduation as well. :\

I'm in a fix and I really don't know what I am supposed to do. I wish to be a schoolgirl again when I knew that after 7th grade comes 8th grade and so on.

Alas :( time never stops for anyone. It has moved on and I shall move on with it whether I like it or not. However I will promise myself this though, that no matter what happens, I shall always enjoy life.
If I end up taking a sabbatical, I shall trek the Himalayas and live like an adventurer. And since i shall not be anywhere near home , Dad's plans for my marriage will have to wait ;)  :D  :P !!!
If I end up in an IT firm, I shall not stop myself from experiencing the fun of "water cooler gossips", and shall shop till dead ! :D
If I end up doing MBA, I shall relive the next two years enjoying college life to the maximum participating in fests, studying a bit, bitching about my would be mortal enemies, drooling over campus hotties and partying hard !! \m/  B-)

3 comments:

  1. one ques is coming in my mind..ok if you get marry lets say at the time you want,THEN will you cook food for your husband and will stay with in-laws??? :-P :-D !!!!

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  3. haha...abey mai aise insaan se shaadi hi nahi karungi jo apne mummy papa ke saath rehta ho :P and jisse khaana banaana na aata ho :P

    bt this is me speaking abhi..kya pata 8 saal baad kya hoga :P :P so no comments :P

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